Form 6 is like The most dreaded time of school for any students and I dunno how I ended up there. The decision of going to Form 6 was like the situation in the poem The Road Not Taken. As a matter of fact, I already made up my mind in Form 5,dat once I finish SPM,I would never sit for any public exam anymore. NEVER! I never like studying to be honest but bcos of my parents' wish,I had to oblige. My dream? It may be a surprise to most of u,but I have always wanted to be a singer or actor. HAHAA
So here's the story of my Form 6 life. I felt that it changes me so much through this few events and I decided to blog about it. Most of the event happened in 2010 so i will write more on that~
The HALF-YEAR-2010(Lower Six)
I remember it was sometime in May that I enrol into Form 6 not knowing what's ahead of me. (Now I know) But it wasn't so bad since I got a couple of frens with me. So to my surprise I was actually placed in Science 1. The "BEST" class of the whole Form 6 due to my good grades in SPM. Didn't know how I get it. Must be miracle. lolz
After the agonizing orientation process,I finally get to enter my class. Looking around,I realized I'm surrrounded by mostly girls. Seriously? All the good students r girls? Where did The Boys go? And then I found out Science 1 is actuali a Biology class,which isn't my cup of tea. I mean cmon,learning about cells r dead boring! If I stay on,I would not only fail,I will lose my face. But moving away means being separated from my good old frens namely Joshua,zw aka ah pui,aaron etc and not forgetting the girls. Gosh,they're so pretty. Most of them I mean. haha But then I realize nothing must come second to my future. =D
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| Brothers~ XD |
Lucky for me,Aaron my fren back in Lower 6, agreed to move to Science 3 with me. It's the only class offering physics. And that's a decision I regret. NOT. It's the decision that changes me forever! However, the transition from Science 1 to 3 wasn't like what I expected. U guys noe what I mean. haha Apart from being away from my buddies, the class was like so fucking different at first and I barely know any1 thr aside from Swee Kiat and a few more ppl which are originally from BL. Haha but I manage to adapt and become part of the gang. *applause* For that half year,my life was rather relax. No,not bcos the teachers didn't giv homeworks,in fact there were tonnes of it but I just couldn't find any inspiration to do them. Like I said earlier,studying isn't my thing.
Things were going well until 1 day, Aaron told me he was going to China sumwhr ard Sept to study aviation. As if leaving my frens behind in Sc1 weren't enough,now he's leaving me too? #foreveralone Thousands of thoughts race into my mind. "Can I survive without him?" "how am I gonna adapt to this different class environment?" But last minute he changed his mind to migrate to Aus in 1 week time. That's sooner than I expected. Oh well~ I still remember one of his advice which is "Be confident". I practised it till today. Lolz
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| With Aaron. Just realised my hair was so noob. =.= |
I moved over to sit with a guy name LCG aka chu ya ge after aaron left who soon becomes my close buddy throughout the whole Form 6. He's one of the significant person I met in Form 6. His laser-sharp tongue could offend even the person with the highest EQ. Trust me on this. LOL But funny though,I find his words genuine. I guess the TRUTH hurts? A few weeks hav passed and a few new students from Kuching Town came in. LOL they're a bunch of cool dudes~ and also my buddy Terrance came back from his national service! wootz
At the end of Lower Six,I realised I have this few shortcomings
1. Everywhere I go,I need friends or someone I know otherwise I would feel so awkward.
2. I feel out of place around girls. Don't know why.
3. I'm kind of anti-social in a way.
Thanks to all this happenings,I became who I am today and I will definitely try to fix those shortcomings.
So basically dat's all for 2010.
The 1 Year-2011(Upper Six)
I started to feel the stress of the upcoming STPM but didn't do anything until the very last month! Yes,u read it right! That's how unmotivated I am. The whole year,all I receive was lecture from both my parents' and teachers. Fuck! Couldn't they understand that I hate studying! There's even some ppl who say that I've change from bad to worst. Woah~ Stop right there. This is who I rilli am,alright? And this are the few highlights of 2011:
1. Fell into the drain on 11/1/11. Nice date rite?
2. Got a Band 5 for MUET. Funny though,I receive more criticism than praise for this.
3. Fail to shine at every tests and exams. TT
4. Thought of every possible way to escape Form 6 so I don't have to sit for STPM.
Lastly I would like to thank everyone in U6S3 for everything. You guys are indeed like angels to me. I take this opportunity to apologise for any mistakes I make. =D
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So tell me guys,did Form 6 change you? Im Nigel Lau and I approve this message. Chao outside mudafucka! And I wish every1 a Happy New Year!
The End.
